That Unrecognizable Feeling Is Not Something Going Wrong

It’s The Grief Doing It’s Work

I spent about 20 hours this past week making the Patterns in Becoming 004 booklet for paid subscribers. Sitting with that pattern. Drawing it. Living it.

And it brought me somewhere I didn’t expect.

I realized I’ve been grieving an old identity. Not even that old… it was still going full force yesterday and this morning. But something shifted. Making that booklet about grief and becoming dropped me into my own.

I’m becoming someone who shows up and connects. Someone who lets that be enough.

I want to keep showing up in your inbox every week. But the format may change because I’m changing. I’m on a journey of becoming too. I’m letting go of old patterns. Grieving identities as they fall away. Things that excited me before and that served our connection before may not be able to go forward in the same form.

I’m asking for your understanding as companions in becoming.

And I want you to know… I’ll be okay if you change too. If you ever need to unsubscribe or find a different way to connect because this can’t go forward in your journey, I’m 100% behind it. It would be painful. And it would be okay.

More soon.